December 2010
1 post
Brolosophy.
Look, so, nothing matters, right? Shit’s fucking weird. We all want to know how the universe ultimately works or who’s running the show or whatever, and it turns out - TRICK. FUCKING. QUESTION. No one’s running the show, and the world is unreasonable. Ever had some shit happen to you that made you go, “Why the fuck did that happen? There’s no reason for that.”...
September 2010
1 post
I made decisions some right and some wrong and I let some love go I wish wasn’t gone. These things and more I wish I had not done. But I can’t go back and I don’t want to ‘cause all my mistakes, they brought me to you.
I’ll remember someday all the chances we took.
We’re so close to something better left unknown.
We’re so close to something better left unknown.
I can feel it in my bones.
“Let us not only love with words but with our actions and in truth”
– John 3:18
I said goodbye to someone that I love. It’s not just me, I tell you it’s the both of us. And it was hard, like coming off the pills that you take to stay happy.
God Help The Girl
I love my room, I’m getting used to sleepin.
Some nights I really like to lie awak.
I hear the midnight birds; The message in their words.
The dawn will touch me in a way a girl could never touch.
Their promise never meant so much to me.
August 2009
12 posts
Paranoia
I keep tellin’ myself that it’ll be fine You can’t make everybody happy all of the time I find myself in a place that I never been A place that I thought that I could never be There’s people looking back at me I keep having this dream; I’m at a party There’s people throwing drinks and screaming telling me that I don’t belong Lately life’s been the same I find this comfortable place With...
Die, die, die, die, die, die, die.
You can try to swim the sea.
But say goodbye to you and me.
You can try to swim the sea.
You can try to hold the breeze.
You can try to hide the sun.
But say goodbye to everyone.
A Summer Wasting.
I spent the summer wasting. The time was passed so easily. But if the summers wasted, how come that I could feel so free? I spent the summer wasting. The sky was blue beyond compare. A photograph of myself is all I have to show for.
Seven weeks of reading papers. Seven weeks of river walkways. Seven weeks of feeling guilty. Seven weeks of staying up all night.
Pick it up.
I’ve decided to take up my old hobby of casual reading.
I used to read a book every couple weeks. In high school I’d go through the thickest book in the matter of days. Also, I used to actually care about current events and intelectual discussion. In 10th grade I’d come home, turn on MSNBC and read news blogs all day. Now I come home, make a hot pocket and watch sportscenter.
...
Don't think; DO
I’m going to start writing in this.
About how I feel.
About how I feel like I get what I deserve. And for now it’s not good. I know I’m a deserving person but everything happens for a reason. I get to feel sad/mopey/miserable because that’s what I have to do to accept being happy how I am. And I’m fine with that.
The worst part is that in a few weeks I’m...
Sick
of this.
Things just keep getting worse and worse.
July 2009
16 posts
samann:
copycats:
Man on the Moon by Shout Out...
I have exactly 5300 songs on my ipod.
That’s 14 days of music.
I am all about ultimate frisbee, NCAA Football 10 and Horse Breeding.
Loving this summer.
So.
elizahbethhh:
Me, Liz, and Jaclyn went to the mall.
When Liz was dropping Jaclyn off, we saw a gorg. guy in a niccce car. Jaclyn likes to say hi to random people, so do I. So we said hi to him. He turned, raced around a parking lot and came behind us. He signaled Liz to pull over and we stopped in some parking lot.
Turns out, he’s 19. He has tats, septum pierced, nice car, and an adorable...
“Look, in my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you...”
– Mac MacGuff
Sometimes
Sometimes we start over and go solo. We're looking for that summer home beside the sea. And for the future.
Under The Bridge
I drive on her streets cause shes my companion
I walk through her hills cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds and she kisses me windy
I never worry; now that is a lie. I dont ever want to feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way Its hard to believe that theres nobody out there
Its hard to believe that Im all alone
At least I have her love
The city...
Especially In Michigan
Life is my friend Rake it up to take it in Wrap me in your cinnamon Especially in Michigan …well I could be your friend White clouds I’m in A mitten full of fisherman C’mon huckleberry finn Show me how to make her grin …well I’m in Michigan Cry me a future Where the revelations run amok Ladies and gentlemen Lions and tigers come running Just to steal...
It’s like I think of all the things that are on my mind all day long; I sit and think of the best things to say and when I come here and sit down, all I can draw is a blank. It’s the most frustrating thing in the world to want to say everything and be able to say nothing.
“I don’t believe in guilt, I believe in living on impulse as long as you...”
– Angelina Jolie
Starcraft Lessons →
New Bones - So Many Dynamos
Fantastic album and...
